comrades life.

we journey our life in to ways of unknown and uncertain paths as we go on our journey we encounter challenges that will led us into next step in our life and also our foundation of past,present,future our decision will act as our lay out of our future

hi i'm satur killowa from davao del norte tagum city a student,and a anti communist , researcher in our school also internet savvy, blogger here as i mingle different people i found out my friend were killed by the reds also now i swarded revenge against them as i go on i receive treats from rebel group but still i will play "'catch me if you can"' you can haunt me but compromise your identity . as i interview the surrenders of the red rebel groups i pick their story and here both sides i personaly apriciates the help of jornalist, millitary officials, civilians, and rebel returnees . for their cooperation in this story

THE PATH OF DECEPTION
in the remote areas of tagum which were i used to leave in early days which we grow like an ordinary children playing , chanting with my friends in school . in those times rebels are roaming around in out towns ,they mingle with us. and the rumors i hear in my neighbors that they are evil until one they they called us and discuses the reform of our areas , failures of the government, roots of poverty. and they are friendly, polite, until they have been encourage us to to play with big boys toys,deal with the right wing also they indoctrinated us with their ideology and after we finish our lecture and open forums they allow us to go in our homes and play for how many days we have be with them we develop their believes and reality of life in our home land as we grow older and older we see poverty and hopeless to go with democracy we decided to come and join them in mountains,train hard, from physical to emotional training indulge our self in war and fearless face of life, killing innocent people for their personal grunge

TOTALLY DRAINED AND WASTED
A s days passing by we trained, fight, in remote areas with hardships,loneliness,triediness, around our comrades.we have been discussed about the battle situation, how to act during the times of battle ,and introduce us in their different units and assigned us in different squads after we lost our comrades we buried them in the area were no one knows and shout revenge from the government . but deep inside our organization lies insecurity,deception,discouragement from our leaders. but still we go on as we were appreciated our commanders for attacking, treachery,and turning hell into governments and civilian lives and property. we backlash the prosperity of the area turn them into no mans land,and war torn area's, solicitations for sympathizers . and turning green ,golden mountains into red grave yards . I tell to my comrades why are we doing this is this all about what we are fighting for, this the price of true freedom or a trap for our countrymen .why still the squad leader tell me son freedom is going to be attained by this this is our only hope we can see this after we succeed the peoples war and sucked the mind of our nation as we liberated them . Still it was a question for me .

TRUE COLORS
It was the time that is feel insecure to this jobs a premonition to my comrades and countrymen i hope god give grace to full recovery to those victims and impersonators of my organization . everything is been sealed with limitations bounded by secrecy,hardships i hope that those remain in the left wing realized the true color of this tained movement and give up and ease the pain. those people who are there are sick by the vintage idealogy, piosoned by
impersonators who for power,fame, money. just to feel the personal satisfaction. they lure us into trap doors and seal everythig from tip to toe. i stil hope that they go out and lower thier arms .

PRELUDE TO ENLIGTHENMENT
A diccision that i made were been hamered for many reasons, here they are :
1 personal security
2 adoptability
3 stability
still i was 50-50 and in the stage were we are underfire from barrage of mortars, artilery fire
my comrades were in deep touble . my platoon leader were left them and tell me " they are useless now just go" now that was demoralized me next is the murder of my comrades by our own organizations then the thrid one is extorting,harasing, killing the civilians who are not our side . that time i planed to become in active but then i was transfed to SYP we were asigned to post placards,extort,collects taxes, provide information for activist,civilians and government personels . making online campgain,soliciatations. we withdraw it in varios banks. provided with forged identies , fictios acounts, orgainizations to fuel our movement . but i found it out that some of the money were been use for our leaders just for thier personal use . then decieded to inactive but still i got my M14,paraordianace cal.45 . then i lay down my arms and give me a key to a new prosperous life.without ristrictions, hardships they gave me freedom from ruthles life some how i compared it's nice to be free than go in to sealed world of communisim
i realized how democracy works even its bound of chalenges still i love democracy i fell peace, prosperity,stability in my part .

LAST WILL TO MY COMRADES
Before i left to my comrades i say them '' follow were the shine of rainbow goes,that is the ligth of truth". then they say i hpoe so . its not yet to late my comrades hope is there bring down your arms open your senses, think for your future, break up the evil spell of communisim that blocks your mind . change will only come if you initiated it .and so it will be abound of grace in your good decision . life is presios comrades you can be a hero not by arms but in your good doings
turn the shatered promise in to real one by surrenering your self into future remember this quote my comrades

"Let us not pass our sins to future generations for they will pay for more than just a price that is life time failure,agony,greed and misleading path. change it now and then forever we endure the hope of it "

good bye my comrades.

Change now give hope and freedom